the hangover

Yes. I still have the HANGOVER. Sobrang nakakapasok kasi sa SOUL ng isang tao itong letter na ito eh. Sapul ako. Tinamaan talaga ako. Okay sige, sana may ganyan din ako. Ayun lang yun eh. hahaha.


My Dear Celine,
One day, I will disappear completely. The letters will mean nothing. The world will get tired of me. You will get tired of me. I will get tired of myself, and I…and I will never get tired of you. For you..there will be NO endings. I will say your name over and over like a refrain. My prayer to no one. then I’ll be a flower, the one you’ll never pick and will endure the breathless waiting until boundaries disappear.

With nothing to do, I make new constellations images of you as I remember. Dancing, sitting, walking. There are stars from a different view, but still I see nothing but you. Unfurling like a flower, swiveling like a leaf. I once watched you sleep beside me. It was dark then, but the darkness is deeper now. Tonight in my dreams I will see you. My lady, clothed only in light.

Like a kite, I’ve given myself up to the wind. I made friends with the sun. Confuse the birds with strange and distant voyages, but it is you that ties the thread and holds me down. Like a kite, I will forver hold your hand and with a burning human longing in your hands, I surrender.

Celine reading “I will never get tired of you..”
JB: For you there will be NO endings.
Celine reading “I will say your name over and over..”
JB: celine…celine…like a refrain a prayer to no one.
Celine reading “you know i will never get far and there is no need for my return.
JB: only travelers leave. I’ve never been a traveler. For I have never left. I am lost, simply wanting to be in a place that i’ve never been and will never be. Of all destinations I long to be lost in the fields of your hair. Lost among your thoughts as you are already in mine.
Celine reading “You.are my will to live.”
JB: My life started when I loved you and that’s how I want it to end.

Yours Forever,

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