Grabe. kung anong saya ng araw ko kahapon. Yun naman ang ikinasama ng araw ko ngayon. the following blogging is made out of depression around 1:30 am.
yesterday kasi — december 9, masaya naman. nasa school lang ako maghapon, halos ako na lang ata ang student nun nung umalis na ako. kasama ko sina sir g, jc, barry, hal, jaja and clarisse. talking abt the christmas party and other random things. Then, i went to excelsior, at andre’s place to meet up ces and JP there, to make the presentation of ESA sa AIESEC Phes xmas party. Then, kami naman ni bestilicious nagkita and went to Yats, Tektite na where the party is. This time super sakit na ng ulo ko. The party’s great. Had fun with the people… we went to Greenhills, World Music room. we stayed there till 3 am. ngayon lang ito nangyari actually. lalong lalo na si daddy. woot woot! perstaym. hehe. tapos, a year ago last ako napadpad sa loob nun. sakto. magpapasko last year, si mom and dad din kasama ko nun. sarap kumanta dun eh. kaso wala pa yung mga highschool musical songs. yun gusto namin eh. hahaha. well, you know guys, my family pala.. you know why i was so happy yesterday. hehehe..
So, ayan paggising ko kanina. Inatupag ko itong PC, infected pa rin ng spyware. ayaw talaga matanggal. ammpoottttaaa… nag spybot, ad aware at mcafee na ako. ano pang pwedeng gamitin? ito kasi yung ayaw matanggal eh. isearchtech.sidefind. do you have any idea kung pano ko ito matatanggal?
Then, i have to go to Val’s place because we, plus Show have to do our Creative Writing thing which is due on tuesday, apparently, that’s my last day. bad trip coz it was raining. it’s so hard pa to get a cab. so what i did was rode a jeepney til jollibee in libis, then, waited a cab there. hala. it took more than 20 minutes before i got a cab. what supposedly 15 minutes ride to Val’s place, became an hour. anyway, we did fine in our thing, had to finish everything up tomorrow (or later, in 8 hours since it’s already 2 am). shempre, i didn’t know it will rain again that i didn’t bring an umbrella. OR sinadya ko kasing hindi magdala dahil hindi naman talaga ako nagdadala. but i didn’t know that it’ll rain that hard again. i was a little wet tuloy. I wasn’t feeling good pa naman. that’s why, wala magkakasakit ako any time.
so, when i got home, did some virus scanning again, wala ganun pa rin kainis. ito ang nangyari, na super na bad trip ako. i was online. steady lang. bigla akong na log out. so, i logged in again, but it won’t log in. So, i tried using meebo, ampf. wala pa rin ayaw din. then naisip ko baka mali password ko so i tried retrieving my password, alas, it said, You’re Account has been Deactivated. ammpooota nanaman! lalong nabad trip ako. kasi how can that be diba. wala naman akong ginagawa. and why did that happen. sabi ni pamee, na hack daw ako. hay naku. sino kaya yung pesteng hacker na yun. ampoota niya. karma karma. bad trip talaga. sa sobrang panic and depression ko, natamaan ko yung big glass of water ko na malamig na malamig yung tubig. at nahulog ko pa yung fone ko dun sa natapon na tubig. Grabe anoooooooo!!!! ang sakit sa puso daig pang na heart broken ako. hahahaa. eh alam niyo yung feeling na kinakabahan ka tapos hindi mo alam, ganun ako before siya hindi mag log in. taz hinayaan ko na lang. hindi ko pinansin yung feeling. taz lalong bumigat nun nalaman ko na. sabi ko, yun pala yun.
So, what i did is now, meron na akong bagong account. and i like this one better. ayaw ko na rin naman kasi talaga na dun kay xuagramtheory. but then, i don’t want to change it kasi nakakatamad magpalit at magsabi sa friends about changing it. BUT then, it’s so depressing kasi nawala lahat ng contacts ko, though i still have the emails in my gmail. yung nga lang, iba pa rin diba. so friends please tell me your YM so i can add you ha?
i’ll get my contacts back din naman, take it easy okay lang yan margs =)
and it took me an hour to finish this due to other stuff i am doing. hahaha. and i have to sleep na, so many things to do tomorrow. good luck to me. to us.